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November 12, 2010

Hilary Wagner: Are You a Teenager? Then Why the Heck Aren't You Writing?

Posted by jordana

Hilary Wagner close up.jpgI remember being a teenager and being so genuinely in love with my crush-of-the-month that I thought I might literally die — and I mean fall over, grab my heart and die a horrible death— if he didn't feel the same way about me. I also remember thinking my parents knew absolutely nothing (and I mean zero). My mother was the only mother at my school who wouldn't let her daughter wear miniskirts. My older brother only existed to mortify me and me alone. I was also pretty much sure I was the only girl on the planet who had to put up with such rampant injustices on a daily basis!

Okay, I'm all grown up now, and I know none of that is true (except maybe the brother part), but I still remember those feelings—how strong they were and how I truly believed them at that time in my life. I suppose what I'm trying to say is when we're young the feelings about all the things mentioned above run deep. Deep enough, that some good writing could tumble out of you if you let it.

It doesn't have to be the sort of writing that turns into your first novel or even a short story, but just writing that makes you feel. Writing that lets me, as the reader, know who you are—what you're going through. Why it's important to you.

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When I wrote NIGHTSHADE CITY, that was a key element for me — pulling from those gut-wrenching  middle school and high school days, when everything was so intensified. Rats have a lot of emotion, believe it or not! ;) You may not realize it now, in fact you may feel the exact opposite, but as a would-be writer you are very lucky. If I so clearly remember those long gone days now, just think how you can pull from them still living in them! The worst thing a writer can hear is that his or her characters are contrived or (dare I say it) not believable. When you think about it, we all love the kids’ and YA books we love because we believe in them—they are real. When we read them, they become our reality. We feel exactly like those characters—and all those books were written by adults (boring moms and dads like me), so just think what a teenager could come up with! You've got the same tools we reference, only in real living color!

Writing this, I wish I could go back and start over. That whole, "If I only knew then what I know now," expression keeps rolling through my head. I should have kept up with my writing when I was young instead of wondering for months on end if Chaz Mulroney was going to ask me to the prom. (He turned out to be a jerk and not just because he didn't ask me to prom. But he's bald now, so whatever!)

More and more brilliant teen writers are getting noticed, getting praise, and yes, I'm saying it, getting published!! You don't have to be published to be a great teen writer, but it certainly puts things in perspective. All those out-of-control emotions do count for something, and in some weird way, maybe those feelings make it possible for dreams to come true! A dream you may not have even known you had. When I was a teenager, I sure didn't know being a writer was my dream — but here I am now — living it!

So, my question — or maybe my challenge — is why aren't you giving it a shot? Do you really want to sit around for days and days pining over a guy named Chaz? ;)

 ---Hilary Wagner, author of NIGHTSHADE CITY